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All the things she said


10.17.2006

bout 1 mth nvr ryte blog agn ler.. alots of ups n downs..hz.. mi broke up with mon ler. on the 11th bout 1 plus.. i stil duno e actual reason.. yet oso cant accept e facts.. dun understand y std 2yrs++ ler stil can brk.. i admit tt i suldnt haf neglected his feelins in e 1st place.. i regreted i nvr trit him well..nvr let him fil e care n concern.. but e fact ish..no matter wad.. i stil love him alot wad.. he suld clearli noe tt..i tot he didnt haf doubts bout tt.. anw sori mon..if u hapen to c my blog.. lotsa hapie n sad memories in us.. tt i tried so hard to 4gt ..yet cant do so.. almost evritin ard mi mek mi recall bek e tins tt hapen .. the tins we did.. the tym we share.. so much tt i culdnt tek it ler.. i cried evri now n den.. hz.. hart ache lyk hell.. parents n relative was so hapie tt we finalli broke up.. even bot a hp to console mi,s well s a present fer brkin.. i rather dun have e hp.. i jus want him by my side..though sumtyms e tins he do reli irritate mi..tat i owas tried to teach him to change.. but he is stil e same.. ,but comparing e good n bads... he haf mor of e gd.. he owas hav patience wit mi.. care for mi wen im sick,buy mi anitin i lyk..spent most of his tym wit mi.. i didnt noe noe hw to treasure til i lost him.. sobs.. i owas tot ders 4eva love.. but tis incident change my tots entirely.. s for bgr.. i wun eva blive in tt animore..actuali intend to even wait for him to end his ns den find a stable job..afta few yrs get married.. we owas tok bout tt.. but now... hz.. duno wad to sae.. dere'll owas be tt cut on my hart tt last..n nvr be mend.. hw i wish i culd jus 4gt him n evritin bout tt relation... til todae ,i stil tink tt im e 2nd gal in tis world whu trueli love him n understand him.. who wuld eva do e same? i culd do evritin fer him.. he promise to love mi 4eva..but he nvr took it seriousli... anw..tis period of tym..i tink i wun be attached to ani guys le bahs.. my nex bf wuld be sum1 whu cn do much much beta den him.. if not..i wun even tink of getting married..rather b single... currentli ,,stil wit my baobei bibi.. stil owas dere fer mi wen im down... notice e change in her attitude since e dae i broke up wit mon. she wun mek mi sad animore... anw.. i love her alot too.. oredi std fer 6 mths ++ ler.. hope wil b ever lasting.. cant afford to lose her too.. msg to eu.." i'll owas love eu no matter wad.. tts owas.. thnks fer evritin u've did fer mi..i reli appreciate tt.. i love eu baobei.. mwarks" about my mek up course..portfolio,thesis n theory ova ler.. now left with e pratical on e 28th of oct.. hope i pass it all.. wun waste mon n mommys money.. after tt goin find a new job related to make up.. den mayb taking up hair dressin course too.. i wna learn mor tins.. still young.. learn ler earn more money.. in case cant find my true love..u c.. and birthdae cumin soon.. tis yr its not gona be e same.. but hope it wil be o'ryte though.. christmas ne? dun dare imagine ler.. hz..



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