7.08.2006

06/07. 2 daes nv ryte blog..now mus recol tins le haas. cus evridae so tired.. lol. dots. ltr den i ryte y.. anw todae actuali gt test de..make up de theory test.. e marks wil be brot fwd to e fianl de.. but i dun feel lyk goin.. partli becus kit was sick e dae b4.. n todae was stil not okie yet.. havin fever.. den i dun wan go alone.. another reason was cus bibi sae actuali oso wan col mi dun go de.. todae she off ma.. den tot can go her hse pei her..den suei suei her sis ed home.. den her mum go out awhile den goin hm ler..so cant go her hse.. den sch of mek up col mi.. i nv pick up..cus duno wad to tel dem ma..den rachael col kit told her julia was angri..sae we nv cum on purpose de.. den kit col n sae she was sick.. den julia sae mi ish cus kit nv cum den i oso dun cum de..dots..den sae we nv trit it seriousli..ask us immediateli go ova tek exam.. but oni gb us 1/2 hr.. by ryte ish 1 hr de.. den i do tins le den go ova wt kit lor.. rch dere bout 1 plus bahs..den e test was damn diff lor.. mayb cus not enuf study..kit did beta den mi bahs..she study bit.. den todae actuali got flowers course de ma.. den lesson oredi started..den was lyk..dey oredi started duin e flowers le.. so peter angel ask us to cum bek in e evenin fer e nyte class lor.. .den oso bo bian..den we go wok wok 1st lor.. go taka c her tins..den 4gt go whr le.. den mon cum out le ma.. den ask him mit ed orchard lor.. he mornin go tek ite cert ma..tats y nv sen mi go sch.. den mit him ed ctrl stn.. den we go mac sit sit..armwrest wit him.. win 1 tym lol..so hapi.. las tym he no nid use strength de..now nid le.. lol..dot dot dot..den afta tt go go bek sch ed 6 lor.. den learn de flower..quite nice to plae de.. hahas..den i took 3 rose cum mek..den afta tt join 3 tghr.den was so nice lor.. den i wan gb bibi.. actuali wan gb her surprise..put ed her hse outside de..but her mum n sis ed home..ltr dey ki siao agn..so in e end i got tel her i goin tek flower gb her..den mon pei mi go ma.. i go isetan buy ribbon n wrapper..but i duno hw to wrap.. in e end gave up.. tie ribbon oni..den wen rch her hse outside...her head was jus ed e window..hahas. she sae cn feel im cumin..dots.. i tot it was e footstep sound..den i pass her e flower thru e window...afta tt stay awhile outside.. den she msg mi ask mi gt giger ma.. den i gave her 4 lor. 2lite,2 mentol.throw into her room.lol. den i stil stayin outside..ed e stairs dere.. but cn smell her smell.. den wok near her hse.. so strong smell. i love tt smell lor..hahas. i siao de.. ppl sae stink .. i tin nice... mayb cus its her smell bahs..hahas.den stand outside awhile le heard her mum shoutin..ki siao ler.. kip on sayin her.. wad edwin so gd..den u lyk tt wad shit.. den her sis oso shout her..dots.. i hear le wan faint... living in a home lyk tt ish super miserable.. dots..den hear finish ler i go home le.. i somehw noe tt she cfm beri sad.. feel tt she mite cry.. n hou lai reli was lyk tt.. she beri sad.. den gt cry.. n edwin kept on col her..msg her.. mek her so fan.. she oredi so pek cek ler..he stil lyk tt.. both add tghr mek her dae e worse... den wen rch home.. i hlp her c blog..den go bathe. tek off clothes le den she col ler..heard her sound diff.. noe she cry ler.. hais.. den try to console her lor.. den 1st tym c her sad til ltk tt.. den.. hais.. ask her not to do silly tins le.. she stil did.. told mi she ate 10panadols.. scared mi to death lor.. made mi super worried..actuali fil lyk take taxi go her hse bein her go c docter de.. but she dun wan.den i oso duno hw..though wun die..but reli wil spoil intestine or wad shit de lor.. hais. den i msg ed.. ask him dun kip on fan her le.. if not he cfm regret.. den he col mi.. den i tok to him.. ltr tok to her..ltr tok to him.. haven even wear clothes.. den bz tokin on da fone le.. den ltr on ed nv kip on collin ler..jus msg.. den she feel bit beta..but head n stomach pain..so scary.. den tok til 1 lyk tt den i go bathe 10mins den col her le.. cus dun wan her go aniw tink den do sillier tins.. den kept on chttin wit her til almost 5 den chup.. den c her so sad.. n she 2mr tin cant work..cus no mood.. wan tek mc.. den cant possibly leave her alone ed home ma.. so nxt mornin wen to find her..

<0707> 7am wake up le.. slp 3hrs nia..tats y i sae i so tired.. den 7.56leave hse.. rch her hse ed bout 8.40 lk tt.. den pei her lie dwn rest.. slp awhile..she kip on peep ed mi slp..duno y..lol. den gt ~~. oso.. hapi..hahas. den wake up ler hlp her dye hair.. not obvious de colour.. todae gt hair course ma..mus rch ed 10 de... but i of cus wun go la.. i tin i brk tym den go bek fer e 2nd part of da lesson.. den dye hair til 12 plus.. den got hlp her style hair oso.. actuali ed ask her go his hse..IDIOT DE HIM!!.. den i ask her dun go.. go find fren go out.. den she ask mich out lor..go bishan find her.. n go c doc.. tek mc.. mich jus dismiss ma..den i go sch lor..kit lololo agn..sae i so late rch..heng gt ppl pei her eat..if not i die 1st..den i so hungri..den kit got potato left ova..cant finish ..ask mi hlp her eat..ed rocky master dere.. den i ate 3 pieces lor.. tat was my lunch hahas.. den go bek sch.. 1st part learn 1 tin oni..heng.. 2nd part was learn to style short hair.. i oso no mood go reli c wad she teachin. den teach 1 tin den dismiss ler ma..den ask tel bibi.den she cum wait fer mi lor.. den wen she rch orchard.. i tel julia i go toilet..den go dwn find her.. she stil wokin..den we ``. lor.. aft tt go up agn..she wait ed mac.. afta awhile i faster as kit go off ler..cus dun wan let her wait so long. den we go mac eat lor.. eat nuggets.nv eat much too.. she oso nv eat much.. anw.. afta tt kit go find her peng peng.. den mi n bibi go cine watch movie.. ed 5.15 de. e re-cycle..she so scared lor.. duno y..haas. in e threatre..wen weem to haf scary part.. she wil use hand cover eyes..but i go put down her hand agn..dots.. funi.. anw e show wasnt tt scary..sum part 10-20% scary nia.. but e story okok la.. den afta tt go outside ``. afta tt she ask jovern n mich cum.. she lyk more ppl.. cus she sae e more e merrier..anw..ok lo.. den mit jo ed orchard ctrl.. den we go far east fer nth.. jo buy tin eat.. den we buy chocalate smoothie..cus she sae look nice..lol. but taste not tt nice anw.. boo. den we go 7-11 outside sit.. but no``.ing area. sians. den awhile ltr edwin cum le.. he black face..siao.. aiya dun sae le..so er xin.. den mich oso cum ler.. den all tghr lor.. den we wok go e duno gabage plaza..lol.duno col wad la..actuali ed wan play pool.but no space ler.. den go merdian foodcourt outside sit.. ed meridian outside saw bibi de sister.. scare her lyk hell.. cus her sis wil bao to de ma..n she reli did... uncivilisedmoronicidiot oni.. den mek bibi so fan agn.. cus she todae tek mc.. but lie to her mum sae got work ma.. scare her mum go pasta find her oso.. den she wan go bek ler..mi ask mon cum fetch mi..den 1/2 ltr lyk tt den rch dhoby ghaut.. den we took mrt tghr lor.. den bibi was tokin to jovern ma.. den i tin,,was ok.. cus dey long tym nv c each otha ler.. but e most stupit in was.. rchin amk le she stil duno hw to zi dong tok to mi 1st.. den door open le..den cum tok to mi..sae bye..den i angri ma.. den wen rch khatib chao agn...dots lr..todae so hapi de..who noes gt stupit tin hapen agn.. den so pek cek til rch home.. mon c mi so pek cek..nv care him oso pek cek ler.. den at least bibi 1st noe hw to use ed e hp col mi wen her hp low batt..if not i cfm more pek cek.. den rch home actuali wan msg rubish agn..bout 8 msg.. but tried so hard.. to calm dwn ..to not sen her those... wa..so diff.. yet i did it.. cus dun wan spoil her dae ma..she oredi so pek cek cus stupit sis go complaint ler.. i dun wan add stress ma.. den afta tt.. i pei mon awhile lo.. i lyk so bad..nv care him.. he cum out once a week i oso dun care.. can rather pei bibi den pei him.. fil so bad..den i ask him hlp mi massage.. nv hlp him..cus too tire.. den he .'. lo.. but i too tired.. nv entertain him.. den afta tt i go rm lie..rest while waitin fer her col.. but in e end fell aslp without knowin..mon oso 1st tym c mi slp wen his ard..den he left on his own afta i slp.. todae story to be continue tmr..ryte so long...wan faint ler..

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