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All the things she said


7.05.2006

todae woke up ed 7.30 cus alarm col mi..den was stil so tired..so slept til 9..wen my maid wake mi up..actuali 9 ish e tym wen i haf to step out of my hse de lor.. cus mittin kit.. den heng she oso bout tt tym wake up..so cant blame mi..lol..dots.. ytd nyte more jialat.. hais.. she 4plus den repli my msg..sae i forcing her lyk tt.. den she sae i super too sensitive.. den she tink tt bein wit mi ish stress... den.. i was lyk.. i cant believe wad i saw lor.. she actuali can sae til lyk tt.. if u lyk sum1,u wil consider holdin hand s a kind of force de meh..dots.. den i so sad... den cry ler.. u tink i wan to tok rubbish de meh.. its jus tt i dun understd y dun hold hand in public lor.. n i hate to anihw guess.. cus wad i tink ish owas veri negative de..yet wen i ask her.. she nv try to explain..den suan ler lor.. since she wan lyk tt.. i oso bo bian.. mus kip tat kinda feel to myself.. she oso dun care anw.. den next mornin msg quite normal lor.. todae go sch learn basic manicure.. so bo liao.. afta tt go far east..cus tot wan buy ting fer bing de.. mayb 2mr goin her chalet fer awhile mar.. den kit kip on shoppin fer herself..den oso bo xim go find present fer bing..den in e end nv buy.. i try to find ed parco wen go find bibi n wait fer her cease work.. rch pasta ed bout 3 plus to 4.. anw..cant find anitin fer her..duno wad she lyk oso.. den nv buy.. fer e two hrs.. cht wit randy.. den afta tt cht wit dishwasher uncle.. den buff my nails all tis lor.. afta her work.. sen her go home..rch bugis ler she wan go cut hair.. den ed her blk oppo cut lor.. ask e auntie dun cut til so short ler..she stil so stupit cut til so short.cus her hair lil ma.. anw..tink she wun go bek to tt salon agn..haas.den afta tt sen her go up.. gt hug .. normal kish lor.. nv reli hold hand..hais.. stil e same prob.. duno wen den wil change.. im waitin.. hais.. den was lyk.. she almost hold my hand.. den touch fer 1 sec den put off.. den do other tins.. dots.. s fer e lc,she oso s usual.. kish bit den she wil blow or move away ler.. den i oso dun wan go ask agn.. ask lyk nv ask..cus hais.. she jus dun bother to tel mi y..if let mi guess.. i wil guess tt she dun lyk ~~. wit mi animore.. cus tink ish not bout e tym.. cus nan dao half min oso cant meh..no diff lor.. ahis..den i mus console myself..tel myself..gt hug n normal kish ler.. sumor ish she zi dong sae y nv gb her kish de.. beta den nth lor.. if nv lyk tt console myself.. cfm no mood agn ler.. ltr ed nyte tok rubbish agn.. i dun wan ler.. den she ed bus stop told mi actuali tis mornin almost wan msg mi sae she not a gd std..ask mi find a beta wan de.. siao lor.. she sot ar.. wan sae rubbish meh..dots.. den she stil sae she wan find one dae try to brk... c whether she wil sad mar..bu to mi..she wun lor.. even if yes..oso bit oni.. e most no mood 1 dae den ova ler.. cus i can stil rmbr e words she sae.. wun eva 4gt.. she sae.. " i love u..but mayb not tt much bahs".. hais.. wen wil tis change to " i love u veri much " ne?



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