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All the things she said


6.26.2006

The 1st tym.. todae woke up e ed 12+..but stil nt enuf to bu my jing shen fer e mani mani daes.. todae off... sians.. den todae sumtin hapen agn..al becus of my msg.. bibi work ed 1 ma.. den she almost late.. den wen msg mi.. she wrote.." i rch bugis le..msg u ltr" without saying miss eu so on.. den i was lyk.. feel odd lor.. dun lyk e feeling.. den i ask her is tt all? sh sae she goin late le ..running.. den she nth sae.. i was so pek cek lor..she no tym..cn type e msg yet cant add in mis u love u so on.. den i go msg n sae her.. i sae if it waste ur energy to type those words den suan ler.. dun wan sae den dun sae.. den i tot she wun repli.den i msg agn sae if she wan mi no mood plus sad whole dae den dun repli hao le.. anw u r owas ok wit mi being unhapi .oppo frm mi wen i owas wanted u to be hapi..hais sad.. den jus becus of tis msg..it affected her mood so much i didnt noe.. she whole dae nv eat..hais..its all muh fault..den i 6+ went out ler..go find kit.. cus too earli ler.. den go pei her tok..todae noe new fren..col mandy.. she work ed another push cart.. anw.. i wait til kit cease work den go.. so s to rch bugis ed 10+..de took mrt lo.. todae dey do closin damn slow lor..n nv do properli de..heng todae nv work..if not cfm pek cek.. . den actuali ed amk wan alite..sen her home de..den she ask mi sit..haiyo..so late ler lo..scared her mum nag agn.. den in e end she sen mi home... den i ask her pei mi smoke ler den go up tek mrt.. den in e end she nv smoke.. i ownself smoke oni.. den she sit dere facing dwn..tot she jus restin..but i feel sumtin not ryte..so look ed her body..e breathin movement.. feel tt she's cryin... n i was ryte.. i duno hw to console her..n duno wad to sae..e oni tin i culd sae was i swear n i promise i wun do tt agn... den afta ``. i ask her go tek mrt..she insist on sendin mi home..on e wae bek..we nv tok.. nv hold hand.. e 1st tym.. den she sen mi up da lift le den she go dwn le..oso da 1st tym..hais.. den go home msg her lor.. todae gt tek neoprin..so long nvr tek nice nice de le..heng todae de not bad lo... 2mr work 6-11..den she work til 8 nia..sians half ler ..dots..



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