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All the things she said


5.25.2006

todae mornin nvr go her hse..cus her sis usin com.. mi was unhapi cus she nvr tel mi tt i cant cum.. den so earli in da mornin change le,evritin prepare hao le.. yet sho late le she oso dun bother to tel mi ..hais..mi msg her lor..sae al da unhapi tins.. den dot dot dot..so on and so forth.. can read e below msg to c e hurtin tins she wrote in her blog tt mek mi so so sad..cried ler...no mood for lesson..but i oredi tried my best.. hais.. though i wish so much tt she could 4gt bout her past,but she actuali cant.. n i dun reli understd y.. y e feelin fer mi wasnt tt much..y love fer mi cant be more.. she actuali said she wan giv up.. hw could i accept e fact ne?losin her wil mean losin myself too.. i wil no longer haf a soul tt belongs to mi...no longer be myself agn le..mayb she dun feel e love i gave her..but i reli wish she could understad how important a part she plays in my life.. no1 wil understd how xin tong i felt wen she said those words.. hope she haf nv wrote tt blog.. i was stupit n curious to go c e blog frm kit hp.. tt made mi sad fer a few hours.. in e clas.. though deres frens ard.. i stil cant stop e tears from cumin down.. heart kept beatin sho fast...body was warmer den eva..cus feel lyk knife piercing thru my hart..was bleedin frm inside..afta sch le more sad.. go find lawrence,cus tin he wil be e oni 1 i could look fer.. wanted him to an wei wo.. i feel terrible..hais..den cus kit no whr go den folo mi go.. in da bus i listen to mp3.. hear e song oso sad..tears kept on droppin down..though kit was beside mi,i have no choice..jus got to look out of a window.. cant wipe away e tears cus scared she c..but in e end i tin she oso tou tou c ler..mit monmon ler i oso cried ler..hais..he ask mi y.. but i jus cant put into words..cus once start e story wil cry ler.. afta tt msg her..afta tt ok ler..sho happi lor..lyk nvr b4.. den mood came bek ler..dot dot dot.. heng nth bad hapen..if not i wil faint ar..hais..hope tins tt wil cum nxt ,mi n her wil be able to get thru..lets reli hope so bahs..



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