my felts . my tots . & my words to eu frm e bottom of muh hart .
dear bibi. i nid u to reli understand how much u meant to mi.though words couldnt tel all,but i wil try my best to mek u understand.firstli,fer replying ur msg,u nid not sae sori to mi fer lettin mi haf such a worse relation ship s i nv haf tt tot. no matter hw much quarrel we had,how much sadness u may bring,may dere be ani unhappiness,i wil nv trit our relationship s e worse 1 i had. i m hapi to haf u s my std.i nv tot i would std wit a gal.mayb fate brot us 2gthr.i swear tt u wil be e first , last & e oni gal tt wil be in muh hart.4eva. even if e ending suld be bitter. im oredi hapi to chen jing yong you ni .i've owas hope to brin u happiness but i fail to do so. admit tt im reli a failure. i reli hate myself. i noe im owas tinkiin negativeli tt u've owas hated mi for,but i promise u i'll try my best to change. i hate all da quarrels we had fer e past 1 week.sori to haf made u so xin tong.so sad.so fan.so pek cek.so angri. i noe im not a gd std. so even if one dae u were to brk up wit mi,i wil not blame u fer tt. i noe i cant brin u happiness.so i rather u be hapi wit sum1 esle .i reli wish fer ur happines.. sumtyms i reli feel so xin suan wen e tot of u being wit mi so unhappili.u're a nice gal.wil nv regret to hav known u even though u wish u hav nv known mi.even though i couldnt afford to lose u s my std,i hope u wil let mi noe if eur feelings fer mi haf fated sumdae.i know u're stil tinkin bout e past. tt i couldnt change e fact,but i hope u'll be hapi once agn. i hate to c u sad. c u torturing urself.i rather bear all e pain fer eu.. though ur love fer mi was oni tt lil bit,im oredi contented enuf s i noe i dun deserve more love frm eu. but one tin i want to let u noe.i reli do love u alot. owas loving u wholeheartedly.i'll owas be dere fer u no matter wad happen.. mayb i duno hw to console u.. but i'll owas b at eur side fer u to lean on..i wil appreciate eu all daes of my life,no matter how,no matter wad,i hold u dearly in my hart,cus u're e one whu cn mek mi laugh & cry,u're e happiness tt i wan..u are e oni one i wish to c,e voice i wan to hear b4 i slp.i treasure evri moment wen im wit eu... sarang heyo...mwarksSs
